No Way Back
No Way Back
Bir ayrılığın ardından gelen sessizlik; öfkeden daha soğuk olanı. Nefret bile değil, çünkü nefret hâlâ emek ister; sadece bir daha açılmayacak bir kapı.
Mmm... I don’t hate you That would take devotion Too much of me... I’m not angry anymore I’m just not open Not for you
I don’t hate you, that would take devotion I’m just calm like a dead blue ocean All the words you saved arrived too late Love don’t bloom where trust decays
I used to bend when your silence broke me I used to pray that you still might know me Now I move like I never knew your name No more waiting in the rain
I gave you warmth, you made it winter I gave you truth, you pulled the splinters Now every scar has learned my name And none of them still feel the same
I closed the curtains on your face I found myself in all that space You call it cold, I call it peace You lost the woman underneath
Don’t come closer, don’t explain I don’t answer to that pain You call it pride, I call it proof I survived the ghost of you
I locked my heart and hid the flame You’ll never make it burn the same You had your chance, you broke the spell Now I belong to no one else
I locked my heart away from you Away from you, away from you I locked my heart away from you No key, no door, no way back through
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
I’m where I need to be
You say you changed, but I changed deeper I don’t lose sleep over your fever You can dress regret in velvet tones But I won’t make your guilt a home
You come around with that same confession Like pain becomes love with enough attention But I don’t live inside that room I buried us beneath the moon
Don’t say “baby,” don’t say “stay” That language died along the way You call it distance, I call it free You don’t get another version of me
I don’t miss the storm I don’t miss the ache I don’t miss the girl Who gave more than she could take
So let the phone ring out Let the night turn blue There’s no soft place left That still belongs to you
Let the memory fade Let the silence speak I’m not yours to save I’m not yours to keep
Closed, closed, closed I’m closed to you Closed, closed, closed There’s no way through
No key, no prayer No late-night truth I locked my heart Away from you
I locked my heart and hid the flame You’ll never make it burn the same You had your chance, you broke the spell Now I belong to no one else
I locked my heart away from you Away from you, away from you I locked my heart away from you No key, no door, no way back through
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
No way back, no way back No way back to me No way back, no way back
I’m where I need to be
I don’t hate you That would take devotion I’m just calm now Like a dead blue ocean
Closed... Closed... Away from you...